Pcos, ttc and dont no wat 2 do..?

i have pcos and had a 2nd scan recently, the sonographer told me that my right ovary was pretty much consumed by cysts and my left one has afew but may develop more over time. my boyfriend and i were trying for a baby but he had a "change of heart" and decided that he doesnt want a baby, i told it was ok, im not going to try and convince him otherwise, if its not what he wwants. but my heart is broken, broodyness has taken over my life, i just want a baby so badly and im concerned that if we stop trying now, when the time is right for him it will be alot harder as i dont want to have to go through ivf. i can get prgnant, i have a 4 year old and he has an 8 year old. we have been together 3 years and have a fantastic relationship. i just feel so upset and just want him to say that we can carry on trying, it may not even happen, but as we arent trying, i fell so upset and sad all the time... sorry for ranting!! x